Travelling to somewhere you’ve never been before, without spending a single cent on flight and accommodation fees and given a chance to complete a project solely based on this one and only trip — who wouldn’t want to take up this chance and just give it a go?
I’m close to a girl in class and we made promises to go overseas school trips before this was announced. Promises are meant to be broken and forgotten therefore, here I am. Fighting for somebody to notice me and take me into one of their flocks so that we can all have fun together.
Guess what? God decided to keep on giving me what I cannot bear; until I completely break down one day and still, nobody would give a care in the world. Life will be life, blah blah blah and whatsoever doesn’t give you any reason to continue to feel bad about yourself, unless you yourself is unhappy within.
Therefore here I go again, complaining about my life that doesn’t give me much happiness anymore. Or did it even began with any happiness? I don’t know.
Telling someone to put their faith and decisions solely onto God is as easy as one two three. But trying to convince yourself that is akin to eating McDonald’s five times a week when you know that it’s unhealthy. It’s that difficult. It will always be that difficult when it comes to ourselves.
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